It sometimes really do make me think what am I doing, is really something that I am supposed to do or things are just happening around which are really out of my hand to stop from happening. Well whatever it is, one thing is for sure that I can say is :-..I am not liking it.
Well what actually a person wants (as far as I think): is to be best in whatsoever he does than what's happening to me that my focus is really out of my work which really makes me go off grid and later off the blues finally troubling me with my life.
Sometimes I think more, sometimes do things that noway one is supposed to do finally creating more trouble for myself. One thing is for sure that after all these pains and suffering ' have become that strong that ' can face anything, any amount of sufferings with ease.
Best part finally what I realized lately that my life is totally and completely mine and I presume that what I have to do depends totally on me with no matter what my friends think and other say. Well one can really be happy if he/she enjoys his/her life to the fullest. Of course not to mention this is the final year of my B.tech life and I have to enjoy it to the fullest as this is sth which not gonna come again in my life. And one way to do so it to do what I am meant to do, what I have been sent here to do, and obviously what I want to do. To be honest ,I really will have to start the things from start now and things will do take some time to get fix with the track all I have to do is to just focus and keep patience. After all patience is the most important thing that make genius what it takes.!!!Sooner 'll be posting again.
